A Cry From The Shadow

There are times when people would say to you...." do it this way and see.   and times when they would say “I didn't expect that of you” or times when others will say "I can't believe you did that, then few will say "do you really think you can do it" and times when Family would say "you have my support no matter what"...as Friend steps in to say "Just do what is best for you" At the end of the day, which of these saying will you take to benefit you?...then I would say to you "NONE" but CONFUSION" why will you do it this way and see when you have no idea what the result will bring to you? What else will you do when the little that you do is not appreciate/expected of you.  How you know what is expected when they cannot tell you from the start only when the end result is seen? Will others ever believe in what you really do when they find it so difficult to believe in what their OWN CREATOR does for them? why will y

Do you sometimes wonder why people never give you the chance to ask them “what’s going on? Or what’s new, and how did you spend your day? And so on…even if you were the one who called or plan on talking to them? Alternatively, you are the one to receive those questions in the end. It is not any big deal or any research needed to know the reason why. The reason is your very self….even though you may have some wonderful people(friends) in your life that love you so dearly and do not even care whether you show them the same level of concern that they show you, but come on…. We are all human. For instance, I am one of those who love to show concern for people and don’t even care if they show the same, but equally so, I know that there are times that those people would need a little space for a while. So tell me, don’t you think that you need space too at times even if you are the only one who need love? On the other hand, don’t you feel that you need to show some love or concern for tho

I have always believed in myself that I can do anything in life as long as I put my mind to it. However there is always a part of my that holds me back from putting my mind to the things that I deserve. It's really hard to explain but if anyone can relate it's those feelings or thoughts that are usually there to make you question your abilities, your decisions and even your moves on how you go about doing things on a daily basis. For example, when I decided to go after my military journey, I knew within myself due to my passion and love for the career path that as long as I work harder toward it I will be successful at what I do. However there were few moment where I had some thoughts of weaknesses that I might not make it since I had so many friends and relatives telling me that my look, size, appearance, and way of doing things do not go in line with the path that I was taking without them even knowing my inner strength. Later did I realized that my biggest problem in life i

I Just want to give You thanks and praises for the life You have given me Lord...there is no way that I can live it without You.. Thanks for the promises, and assurance that You will never leave me nor forsake me, I will continue to trust You with all that I do and believe that Through You I can do all things... Please take charge Daddy and make my heart Your Home 

When you notice yourself being in the same spot too long without any change, then that spot is not right for you.. change that spot and try another you'll sure see the difference.  What we need in life is the best and we can't achieve it by  being stable without progress..that also goes for who you move with.  Be with someone who will have new ideas all d time not someone who feel they're the best but no change can be seen in him/her.‌ Hang around people who love you for who you are and will try their best to help you see your best potential.